I have gone by many names in the past....
Number 2
Fantome Blanc/White Ghost
Smylex
The DAVE Hunter
Mr Marmite
Zen Bear
Yamerias
Fat Bloke
Happy Hacker
Cheeseball
Apples
Zaphod/Phil
The most notable of these names is Yamerias....or Yam Erias (everyone online knew me as Yam). Yam was what most people online called me...I was in a stage of my life where I was living in the South of England and things were crazy as hell,...I posted crazy things making all around me smile and laugh but me...I was in a dark place, I was drinking, health was bad, had relationship issues too.....I was the clown that made all laugh but nobody saw behind the mask (unless they were chatting with me on an IM service while I was drunk)
When I travelled up north to visit my wife (then girlfriend) I felt like a different person....and declared that Yam was no more. That was in 2012.
So that was then...this is now.
I still have a handful of people who still call me Yam, but it's incredible rare...these days I'm mostly known as Zen Bear because I'm pretty laid back most of the time no matter what is thrown my way.
Today, my wife came out with something that kinda took me aback a little...
"I miss Yam.....I miss some of the things he'd post up on Tumb1r"
Perhaps it is time for a resurrection......perhaps those rants (oh man those bloody bus services) and ponderings should come back....maybe the crazy shit should recommence!
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